by Laura Crum
Once
again, my apologies to those who liked to read my blog posts. My life has just
been so busy lately. Many new projects, much change-- very engaging, but no
time to write.
But
magic is real. I’ve written about this so many times—I don’t really have any
new words for you. Watching the almost full moon rise behind the big eucalyptus
tree on a gloriously warm September evening, my heart is full. It amazes me
that after all I have been through I can feel this way as I look at the moon.
Or perhaps it is because of all I have been through?
In any case I sit by my pond and drink whiskey and soda in the evening, watching dragonflies and the light change in the sky, and feel content. And I'm grateful for that.
On
a warm, moonless night I sat by the pond and watched Orion rise above the eastern ridge and stride
across the dark three AM sky. Twice I saw shooting stars. And yes, I wished.
A
friend gave me a lovely book—“Tamalpais Walking”—a collaboration between the
woodblock print artist Tom Killion (I have several of his prints here on my
walls) and the poet Gary Snyder. I highly recommend this book. And I’m going to
close this brief blog post with some quotes from the book that touched me. Most
of them are by Gary Snyder.
“Not
even once,” someone said, “can you step in the same river.” Landscape with
nuance.
Every
night the drama will have new turns and meanings. One who learns this will
never be bored.
Nature,
not in the abstract, but (like anybody) a kind of being actually there to
respond to being seen in the moment. Gratitude to the particular is never in
vain. Relationship to place is real, not as an idea but as a way.
“All
paths lead nowhere, so choose a path with heart.” Don Juan
“A
way that can be followed is not the ultimate way.”
We
don’t play music to get to the end of it. Or make love to go to sleep (I hope).
Or meditate and study to become enlightened. Realization or somesuch might come
along, but suppose it doesn’t? So what? Basho said, “The journey is home.”
May
we all find the Bay Mountain that gives us a crystal moment of being and a
breath of the sky, and only asks us to hold the whole world dear.